the insanity of it

When you've lost everything
You learn to fight for what you want
No easily giving up
Though life seems to break apart
Including your heart.

Maybe in their eyes
You're an enemy
For standing in-between
But from what I've seen
You're just a woman who loves deeply
Hopelessly.

When there's nothing left
You cry your eyes out
Can't even shut the pain
Driving yourself insane.

You stare in a blank wall
Down in hell you fall
No way to understand
The things you left behind.

Then you try to deny
But it's not right
Gotta stop the fight
Let it all fly high.

It's not too bad to be sad
Giving your all made you fall
But again you'll stand
And you'll know
It's the only way to grow.

I'll be okay

Saw a video of this song on YOUTUBE, a soundtrack from My Bestfriend's Wedding, but used for Addison's video clips (Grey's). I loved the song. I've learned to love Addison's character on the said show, so there. I can really relate to this song. It's so me. For the ones I've deeply loved. I'll be okay. :)

I'LL BE OKAY- AMANDA MARSHALL

Verse 1
Its time to let ya go
it's time to say good-bye
there's no more excuses
no more tears to cry

there's been so many changes
i was so confused
all along you were the one
all the time i never knew

i want ya to be happy
you're my best friend
but its so hard to let ya go now
what could have been
I'll always have the memories
she'll always have you
fate has a way of changing
just when you don't want it to

Chorus
throw away the chains
let love fly away
till love comes again
I'll be okay

Verse 2
life passes so quickly
ya gotta take the time
you'll miss what really matters
you'll miss all the signs
I've spent my life searchin
for what was always there
sometimes it will be too late
sometimes it wont be fair

Chorus
Throw away the chains
Let love fly away
Till love comes again
I'll be okay

Bridge
I wont give up
I wont give in
I can't recreate
What just might have been
I know that my heart
Will find love again
Now is the time to begin

Throw away the chains
Let love fly away
Till love comes again
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay

Can't hold on forever baby,
Can't hold on forever baby,
Can't hold on forever baby,
I'll be okay