delusions ignored

Maybe he knows
what she knows
but he won't
be there
to show her
he cares.

She cries
and gives up
her hopes
and wishes
to be with him.

He looks
elsewhere
when she is
right here
loving him
for years.

Sweet Strawberry Love

Life is sweet
When you're here with me
You could be my favorite guy forever
Can't you see
We're so perfect together.

We'll create our own yummy world
And spend our eternity melting
In this strawberry vanilla
Ice cream of love.

You're my knight in shining armor
So let me be your princess
In this never-ending story
Of a delicious fairy tale reality.

CRAS: my knight in shining whatever

who cares about what the world says
it's not about them anyway
i live for what's inside my heart
and not the other way around.

hate me for what I feel
pity me if you will
but I won't lie
for you and I.

step by step I walk alone
towards the rainbow's end
doing what makes me whole
forgetting how to be dead.

In believing we live more

It makes me cry seeing that only when a person is about to die will she be really appreciated by those she loved. In death all that we ever thought important becomes nothing but a forgotten memory buried with a lifeless body. In a way, many of us are barely breathing as we struggle with the harsh realities that we face each day. Still, there are many things that we ought to be grateful for. Beyond what we feel and what we see, there is a certain joy in knowing that all the best is yet to come.

Hangover

With one drink
I lost my perspective
The silence broken
Full of the face
I've supposedly forgotten.

this stranger broke my heart

have you ever known a stranger
who knows you inside out
the one who could make you laugh
without a doubt.

a stranger who knows your dreams
and what's in your heart
he taught you so many things
even from the start.

more than what he's stolen
how can a stranger make you cry
and left you so broken
long after he said goodbye.

there's a stranger who I know
from a distant time
not really a stranger long ago
coz once he was mine.

hiding in your heart

what are you doing now
are you still the same
can't you tell how
my world's turning back
somehow?

what places have you seen
did you wander around
and remember things about me
wonderful memories abound
swimming in the sea?

how many times did you try
to search me in your dreams
then look at me in the eye
and say you're missing me
like crazy?

our minds have chosen
a future of delusions
only to be broken
by destined confusions.

where your heart admits
only with me
you'll forever commit
for we are meant to be.
finally.