Blue Dreams

When reality meets fantasy
Pain definitely comes along
And dreams become subdued
You turn away from the heartache
Pretending to be okay
Hiding what you feel
For it can't be returned.
Staring at the blue shirt
Hoping it'll give the answers
About the endless dreams
And the insanity of loving.
Puzzling over the same love game
Hearing crappy lines
Staying with someone
You don't actually love...
Or longing for the one in front of you
Wanting to capture his heart
Feeling weird all over
As he share stuff about you
Shows what he knows
Over the years.
Looking away
Afraid of what he'll see in my eyes
For there the truth lies
Beyond the avoidance
Putting up resistance
Coz the waiting has left me cold.
Like the blue shirt on my back door
A gift that's unopened
Words left unspoken
He's a fantasy that will stay
Only in my blue dreams.