End of Fantasy

When waking up at early mornings become easier...
And sleeping at 6am stops as a habit.
When rainy days don't bring up old memories
but new ones...
When I get all nervous with anticipation...
And I can't barely think at all.
I GUESS, I WAS SAVED.

When I begin to believe again in fairy tales...
And fin'ly end up with my prince.
When I allow myself to think of US together...
Hoping that this time it's for real.
When I start acting like a silly school girl...
With a lovestruck smile everytime I think of him.
I GUESS, I WAS SWEPT AWAY.

It lasted for a day
Til all these came crashing down my head.
I am afraid to take the risk
and be trapped in a fantasy
AGAIN.